Thoughts

at times i rly wonder if i rly do understand myself and what i truly want.. after wdvr tht hpned, i don't believe in wdvr i do anymore. am i doing it for myself or am i doing it just to satisfy others' expectations? i don't even know wht i feel anymore..

ppl often ask me "wht do you feel bout this?" ugh i hv no idea wht to answer honestly. i'm afraid my honest opinions will often hurt ppl while putting up a fake front will just make me appear plastic. it's so difficult being a good fren nowadays.. sigh..

sometimes i get so weird
i even freak myself out
i laughed myself to sleep
it's my lullaby

sometimes i drive so fast
just to feel the danger
i wanna scream
it makes me feel alive

is it enough to love
is it enough to breathe
somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed

is it enough to die
somebody save my life
i'd rather be anything but ordinary please
i'd rather be anything but ordinary please

(anything but ordinary - avril lavigne)

:-*:-*

i don't want to let you go

like a g6's been running in my head for the entire day (prob cos of highhigh)

and like a g6 reminds me of..

will nvr get bored watching this lolx.

and on ytd's inki;

fuckyeah top & gd! bom looks gorgeous here ;)

high high i'm so high, fly fly touch the sky

*clears spider-webs* I'M BACK BLOGGING! well hopefully this passion'll last which i doubt so. kk the real reason i'm back is probably cos i'm rly bored! i hate you holidays but at the same time i love you <3 T-T

(damn bro saw me typing this post lolx embarrassing)

so the holiday's been great in my new crib and all.. nth much special! went for band bbq last wed and gosh, how i miss my lovely juniors! such a pity evan the man's not there :( ah well, there's alw another chance.. hopefully i'll be back by 27th and make it to the band's xmas pot luck party! ^^

just finished my girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox ytd and god, that show is mad awesome! shin minah is so gorgeous.. can nvr get enuf of how perfect she is. and lee seunggi is sucha cutie seriously ;)

super exciting show! i can guarantee tht you won't ever regret watching it! even tho its written by the scriptwriters of you're beautiful, i think it's much btr  ;) AND no min woo is a FREAKING HOTTIE!

wow why didn't i notice him earlier?! cute show + eye candy(s) (Y) thumbs up many!

let's end this post w the cutest couple pict EVER;

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(GD&TOP) HIGHHIGH! 

this song reminds me of like a g6 lolx. but nonetheless, BIGBANG IS BACK WITH A THUD AND A BOOM!!!! awesome song by both of my faves in BB! ^^