REMEMBER:
When someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown, BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm to bitch slap that motherfucker and 12 muscles to smile after you're done :>Aha this is funneh bcos we've only heard the cliche side of the saying- "BUT it only takes _ muscles to smile". Like who the fuck would wanna smile when you're feeling annoyed? Unless that person is retarded lah, like LITERALLY retarded.
So I've gotten back my results on Monday! It wasn't exactly up to my expectations but it'll do for now, too late for regrets anyway.. At least my result slip does not contain any B4 or lower grade :) Even though I expected more A1s *big sigh*.
Went for NYJC's open house just yesterday and god, I MAD LOVE THAT PLACE! It's like a total ideal school (for me, at least)! I was expecting it to be rather cheena since it's a chinese school but HELL NO, i was so wrong! It's just like a normal sch- way too normal! (and no worries, almost EVERYTHING is in english!) Everyone there is so friendly and modest/humble- they're really nice! I could tell that they're genuine people, and yes it's time to get rid of the bitches.
Actually I was contemplating between NYJC and SAJC but my senior strongly recommended me to not go SAJC if i am intolerable of the "strong-willed women". Quite true i guess, i'd rather go to a warm and cosy school, make myself comfortable, and pass that 2 years peacefully ^^
For a moment i actually thought of going to ACJC bcos yes, my score is able to bring me there (on the edge). But like what i told friends, i'll probably die of stupidity over there since i'm not someone whose able to cope well with stress over a long period of time (lol like duh). And due to the many scandals there as well, i dropped that thought and sticked with NYJC ;) Hopefully, the school will be as great as what it seems!
Btw, i saw ronald and hongyu at NYJC. Missed those guys whom i've had immense fun with in primary school. Albeit it was weird, them calling my name after not meeting for several years. I thank facebook for that, even though i've quitted months ago (Y).
Many friends asked me why didn't i choose a nearer (or a more cliche) school like MJ. I used to wanna go MJ though, so fucking bad. But after knowing that almost every single temasekian's dream school is MJ, i dropped that thought. The whole suck thing bout jc is the early mornings and the uniform- which reminds us of our secondary school days. We're turning 17 this year, time to get rid of the past huh? How would u feel if u go to sch and see ALL the familiar faces again for 2 more years? Isn't it really like secondary-school-again? And MJ is a well-known pusher sch, i'm not that dumb to throw myself into a burning furnace when i'm alr in this state. No way am i ever gonna face that level of stress again man, NEVER EVER.
Here's to hoping i'll be able to get in NYJC and my JC life is gonna be full of sparkles. These 2 years better be good.. I don't wish to waste my time for nothing!
I wonder if anyone still reads my blog. I do know of some frequent readers in the past but i guess they're all gone especially after my supaaaaaa long hiatus. Not that it matters anymore, i'm just blogging to pen down these memories that are so fucking precious to me :>
I have around 2 more weeks to posting results. All the best to me and all of my friends who have big dreams and hopes. We might not be together in the same sch anymore, but we're always in each other's mind!
Till i have something to blog about again. Goodbye sexayes~
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So Close - Jon Mclaughlin
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
