guess i'm too used to being manipulated tht i'v completely lost the feeling of making my own decisions
hoho, so promos r ovr! (and the chem dpt once agn, mass killed all of us. someone sentence them to death already) fingers crossed xx, and fate all sealed and up to God:) He'll pull me through all tough times definitely:)
soooooooo, life's been pretty stale lately due to the coming of pw aft promos, and it's jst non-stop deadlines and requirements. can't wait for all of these to be ovr^^ guess i'm still nt quite accustomed w the jc lifestyle yet, wonder how long it'll take..
and...... the end of this mth marks the return of matthew to indonesia. why o why, whn all else's happy n sthg bad's gotta pop up. matthew's my first official friend in class, and nt to say our connection since sec sch, hving to watch him leave his dreams here n fly back due to obligations is juz so undeserving....... ... too dear a friend to pass, we'll always be friends forever matt. no matter the time, no matter the distance :)
tmrw's the start of Os n 3 more wks to the start of As, and i wish nthg but the best fr all of my juniors n seniors. y'guys can do it :')
(roughly) 7 more wks to Philippines trip. beginning to feel the reluctance nw. finally understood why some of the seniors backed out right bfore the actual trip. but the thought of all the preparation n all down the drain.... ugh.
toodles to a new beginning, a new life (full of pw) :)
