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As if a million clouds flew by, and no one knew

2012-01-06T01:17:00.001+08:00

(Here's to attempting to blog at 1 am, hopefully it's gonna be smtg productive)

Aloha mates,

Pretty messed up thoughts, but I'm gonna set it all straight before school renews (or i say, the trauma rebegins) on 9th Jan.. The "exciting" life of j2, oh the contrary, I'm so not gonna enjoy it. Gotta hand in chem hol assignment on Monday and not a single question done yet. Well done jieyi, *pats on the back*

Priorities, priorities, priorities. Why do they even exist? Can't all things be equally important (so that there's no room for procrastination)?

Guess God is fair aft all.

(Pinky promise) I'm gna blog about Philippines really soon. But hey, who still reads this space?

Addictive, and somewhat creative, video :)

Goodbye 2011, Aloha 2012

2012-01-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

2011 in a nutshell:

orientation (monroe 1; made my first batch of friends in NY)
1112 (gay-est class bcos we hv like tons of girls lol but i luv all of them <3)
isle selection camp (100s no NG, letz do it agn this yr!)
guitar mini-concert (planning was a terror, but the experience is speechless:>)
midyears (first exam in JC.... freakedoutz)
viva la music (ooo, my first solo stage experience w joanney:>, creepz)
rededicated my life back to God (bestest, decision made in 2011)
promos (worst period in 2011, srzly)
PW (stupidest subj in the world but i luv my bbgs, NY056! \m/)
PHILIPPINES (bestest, memory of 2011; #teamvivachiisspaghetti)

generally, it has been a great year. pretty hectic as a j1 but i know it's gna be worst for j2, so... no complains:) no point looking back, it's moving on time :) juz realised i kinda stepped out of my comfort zone more this year. great achievement!

"If we pile up enough tomorrows, we'll end up with a lot of empty yesterdays."

I only have 1 resolution for 2012: Stop procrastinating. I realised many of my past resolutions exist because I procrastinate in doing them. Esp when it comes to studies, sharing, honouring my family, spending time w my closest friends, being a blessing to others, etc. It'll be an endless list to go!

Gotta spend some time to pen down a blog entry on my trip to Philippines. An exotic and different experience, but I learnt a heck lot from it :>

Can't wait for the end of As.... there's rly so much i can do! Like, my first working experience and (hopefully) even mission trip! Ok, the year juz started lol kthxbye.

beautiful.

rising souls in solitary

2011-12-27T19:02:00.001+08:00

actually... .... ......

i feel like typing in codes

erehw i nac epacse ot erehwemos on eno swonks

guess tht's exactly wht i feel like doing.

My life

2011-11-02T11:20:00.001+08:00

As the title suggests, i'm going to talk about my life: OP is engulfing away my life bit by bit.......

i want you forever, forever and always

2011-10-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

guess i'm too used to being manipulated tht i'v completely lost the feeling of making my own decisions

hoho, so promos r ovr! (and the chem dpt once agn, mass killed all of us. someone sentence them to death already) fingers crossed xx, and fate all sealed and up to God:) He'll pull me through all tough times definitely:)

soooooooo, life's been pretty stale lately due to the coming of pw aft promos, and it's jst non-stop deadlines and requirements. can't wait for all of these to be ovr^^ guess i'm still nt quite accustomed w the jc lifestyle yet, wonder how long it'll take..

and...... the end of this mth marks the return of matthew to indonesia. why o why, whn all else's happy n sthg bad's gotta pop up. matthew's my first official friend in class, and nt to say our connection since sec sch, hving to watch him leave his dreams here n fly back due to obligations is juz so undeserving....... ... too dear a friend to pass, we'll always be friends forever matt. no matter the time, no matter the distance :)

tmrw's the start of Os n 3 more wks to the start of As, and i wish nthg but the best fr all of my juniors n seniors. y'guys can do it :')

(roughly) 7 more wks to Philippines trip. beginning to feel the reluctance nw. finally understood why some of the seniors backed out right bfore the actual trip. but the thought of all the preparation n all down the drain.... ugh.

toodles to a new beginning, a new life (full of pw) :)

just be true to who you are

2011-07-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

hoho! midyears are overrrrrrrrrrrrr~

can really feel the difference btwn jc and sec sch nao especially after that cursed chem paper which brought upon a mass massacre throughout the entire level. oh well. yes, one thing cool bout jc is you'll nvr have time to complete your paper. any paper. and if you have, that'll be bcos you probably dk how to do 90% of the paper anyway. tried that and done that for chem. rly sucks. it's like, within that 3 hours, you can rly see your hardwork & preparations go down to drain. wow, a great lesson learnt!

guess it's too soon to rejoice? we all know promos' juz a blink of an eye away and nt forgetting our favourite and most beloved, pw...........

i rly thank God i took hcl in sec sch bcos jc chinese is so damn difficult (i swear i don't understand a single thing of wht they're learning rn) and they hv to take freaking chinese paper this yr! another heavy load! *heaves a HUGE sigh of relief* saw how my peepz r struggling w chi oral rn, sigh, my heart goes out to them :(

buzygurlz94 nao aft myes, nd to brush up guitar skills and prepare for the big day!

let's stop listening to the voices around us tht's affecting us and juz focus on what we ourselves, believe and trust what we, and God, can do. maybe in time we'll realise, thr's more to life thn juz those negativities that's juz bringing us down and pulling us away from our relationship w God. stay positive and keep calm. for i believe to evry problem, thr's alw a solution and to evry fear, thr's alw an opportunity for overcoming it.

x, till again ♥

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
- Psalms 46:1

i'm at the edge of my emotions, watching the shadows burning in the dark

2011-06-22T15:28:00.001+08:00

i'm so bored from studying (or not studying, as you can tell)

so, it's been a good day so far. feel like sleeping aft taking my antibiotics but it's ok. i'm juz so freaking bored. hvn been this bored since a long time! and i can't whatsapp/text/play restaurant story/play bakery story cos i switched off my phone to study... lame i know but it works! juz that my laptop is a bigger distraction.

i guess it's back to normal now. back to square 1. but, i got over it faster than expected. and i'm rly harpie! ~

i srzly can't stay at home. super unproductive >:

aim: no drama in jc life. gna stay low. BYE x

WHEN KATY PERRY MEETS REBECCA BLACK

when you left i lost a part of me, it's still so hard to believe, come back baby plz cos' we belong tgth

2011-06-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

hai my eyes are red and swollen and sore as tho i've just cried for an entire week nonstop. no kid. and itz all thanks to my awesum hygiene! it was so intolerable, i kept tearing and wanting to close my eyes. and the worst part was when my eyes are exposed to dust/ bright light. woah almost died. yknow the feeling when you're nt exactly sick but you juz feel sick? went to see doct this morning and it costed me freaking 41bux for a box of eyedrops and antibiotics. x( it's getting better now at least...

i feel so much happier now in my life. it's like whosh, different!

study study study 5 more days to myes letz gooooooo :)

sometimes I still miss you, I still do. wonder how you're doing. wonder I you're thinking the same....

just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight, just a touch on a fire burning so bright

2011-06-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

zomggggggggggg this is so embarrassing but joanne and i got in vlm, sadly -_- i mean we totally expected to lose it during the auditions and everything cuz it was done purely out of boredom and fun. HAHA FOLs now we have to prepare for the real shit. GGfied completely. and they're gna use the audition videoz for promotional purposes. FML (laughed during the audition, KILL ME NAO). shit man juz shit. k i'm supposed to be happy and chirpy and all but juz tot of the embarrassment i'm gna face due to my stewpid impulse decision made @ that moment.... fml.

yesterday's yesterday + yesterday was super duper uper wuper (whatever) fun! studied w cherynn -> dimsum buffet w alicia & cher -> boardgames&uglydoll @ mindcafe w ali's lifegroup -> super8 @ cathay w ali & cher at 1145pm (but instead of super8, we sneaked in to green lantern which was airing at the same time, wth i know) -> htht @ macs till 4 am w ali & cher -> htht @ random hotel till 5 am w ali & cher -> back to cher's house to sleep @ 6am -> woke up at 12pm -> lunch @ farking humongous kopitiam w cher -> home.

so yes you guessed it, i'm dead beat now and my eyes r about to close ANY time. not exaggerating. fml. (wonder how many fmls i hv in this post) buttttttt, ♥ mai pweddy gurlz!!

mye in a weeks' time and i'm still nt bothered/pushed to study. FMLTTMTTLY.

x, till again peace out ☮

Everytime you see a rainbow, remember God's ♥ is the reason why it's there.
- Genesis 9:13-16

everything comes naturally, it comes naturally baby

2011-06-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

trust is like a paper, once it's crumpled, it can never be perfect again.

mutual trust is very, very important.

if you're missing that someone you luv, let me see you do a step, do a step

2011-06-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hai it's been so freaking long since i last blogged i'v completely forgotten how to blog, or to start a proper post.

k so jc's been pretty crappish till date. awesum things happen, awesum things end. normal huh? supaaaa glad that xins's in the same sch as me, rly. we might nt be in the same class but being in the same cca is enuf alr, x *hugs* and ofcuz, several of my new awesum (rly abusing the word here, brain's totally malfunctioning >:) jc pwenz who stood by me whenever and whatever~ w/o y'guys i wld hv prolly be dead alrd (k, exaggerating)

so, guess i'v been through my first official ordeal in jc n it officially sucks. but, moving on might be easier than expected :) i believe, all izz well. keep calm n carry on.

body clock's rly screwed up. midyears right in 2 wks' time. fml.

some people may not appear to be what they may seem to be. beware. roses carries thorns.

x, till again.

NTS: shall try to blog more often to improve on my GP

The time has arrived again,

2011-01-19T12:30:00.006+08:00

Happy 3rd year anniversary, dearest blog (which serves as the best alternative to a tacky diary). You've been a great pal- never once betrayed me. Thankyou for letting me vent all my anger/sadness/pain. It would be great if you're a breathing person :) You've been with me long enough and I hope there's still more anniversaries to come. I love you :>

(Scheduled post, just in case I missed it)

Boulevard of broken dreams

2011-01-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

Wanted to go to a decent course at a decent poly so fucking much before getting back my Os results. But NYJC's my first choice. I blame it on peer pressure.

L1R5's able to get me into ACJC. But I gave up on that thought bcos none of my frens are keen on going there (and prob cos of the bad reputation too). Peer pressure, again.

Not like it's any of my friends' fault (no it's definitely not!!) but i think i shld start making decisions on my own.. If only i have the courage and the balls.

I love all my friends.. I hope we won't drift apart after going to separate schools. That's the last thing that i would ever want to happen. :'(

I hate goodbyes

2011-01-12T19:21:00.005+08:00

REMEMBER:

When someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown, BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm to bitch slap that motherfucker and 12 muscles to smile after you're done :>

Aha this is funneh bcos we've only heard the cliche side of the saying- "BUT it only takes _ muscles to smile". Like who the fuck would wanna smile when you're feeling annoyed? Unless that person is retarded lah, like LITERALLY retarded.

So I've gotten back my results on Monday! It wasn't exactly up to my expectations but it'll do for now, too late for regrets anyway.. At least my result slip does not contain any B4 or lower grade :) Even though I expected more A1s *big sigh*.

Went for NYJC's open house just yesterday and god, I MAD LOVE THAT PLACE! It's like a total ideal school (for me, at least)! I was expecting it to be rather cheena since it's a chinese school but HELL NO, i was so wrong! It's just like a normal sch- way too normal! (and no worries, almost EVERYTHING is in english!) Everyone there is so friendly and modest/humble- they're really nice! I could tell that they're genuine people, and yes it's time to get rid of the bitches.

Actually I was contemplating between NYJC and SAJC but my senior strongly recommended me to not go SAJC if i am intolerable of the "strong-willed women". Quite true i guess, i'd rather go to a warm and cosy school, make myself comfortable, and pass that 2 years peacefully ^^

For a moment i actually thought of going to ACJC bcos yes, my score is able to bring me there (on the edge). But like what i told friends, i'll probably die of stupidity over there since i'm not someone whose able to cope well with stress over a long period of time (lol like duh). And due to the many scandals there as well, i dropped that thought and sticked with NYJC ;) Hopefully, the school will be as great as what it seems!

Btw, i saw ronald and hongyu at NYJC. Missed those guys whom i've had immense fun with in primary school. Albeit it was weird, them calling my name after not meeting for several years. I thank facebook for that, even though i've quitted months ago (Y).

Many friends asked me why didn't i choose a nearer (or a more cliche) school like MJ. I used to wanna go MJ though, so fucking bad. But after knowing that almost every single temasekian's dream school is MJ, i dropped that thought. The whole suck thing bout jc is the early mornings and the uniform- which reminds us of our secondary school days. We're turning 17 this year, time to get rid of the past huh? How would u feel if u go to sch and see ALL the familiar faces again for 2 more years? Isn't it really like secondary-school-again? And MJ is a well-known pusher sch, i'm not that dumb to throw myself into a burning furnace when i'm alr in this state. No way am i ever gonna face that level of stress again man, NEVER EVER.

Here's to hoping i'll be able to get in NYJC and my JC life is gonna be full of sparkles. These 2 years better be good.. I don't wish to waste my time for nothing!

I wonder if anyone still reads my blog. I do know of some frequent readers in the past but i guess they're all gone especially after my supaaaaaa long hiatus. Not that it matters anymore, i'm just blogging to pen down these memories that are so fucking precious to me :>

I have around 2 more weeks to posting results. All the best to me and all of my friends who have big dreams and hopes. We might not be together in the same sch anymore, but we're always in each other's mind!

Till i have something to blog about again. Goodbye sexayes~

-

So Close - Jon Mclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

0 to D-day

2011-01-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

Just a simple post to keep things going while my entire family's watching indiana jones on chnl5.. Rly, not interested at all.

Listening to tongue tied by faber drive reminds me of 2008 all over again. I miss how things were so simple back then, no complexity at all. (Isn't this sentence cliche?) That was the time when talking to ppl was so easy peasy- no bothers bout how stupid you sound or the consequences of your careless sayings. But now, (call this growing up), I realise that a conversation actually contains more than what's expected. It's not just a simple chat anymore- hidden agendas, sarcasm, paranoia and many others not otherwise stated.

It could be a change for me, but i don't find the need to converse (or socialize ftm) anymore. Why shld i let ppl know more bout me? Or, ppl who doesn't exist in my life to even know bout me? If they're my close ones, sure. But if they're pure acquaintances whom i've never bothered, why the hypocrisy? I don't know man, I rly don't know what's going on with me lately. I used to be that jovial, bubbly, enthusiastic and good-humored girl who talks to almost every active msn buddy i have had. But now, i don't even go online anymore.

Just recently, i talked to a close buddy i had in good ol' 08. Due to circumstances, we lost contact. And thanks to the mighty features of whatsapp, we managed to catch up again. It's queer how we still understand each other despite not communicating for a good one year (or more). Maybe that's what you call true fate. Even 10 years down the road, the connection or the familiarity will still be there. I will never forget the memories i had now- no matter happy or sad. As much as i want to forget all of the unhappy stuffs, i just can't. It's not like it's painful (unlike what dramas usually exaggerate), it's more of heart-wrenching. Nah not that severe, disappointing maybe? These memories are parts and parcels of me. Without them, i'm incomplete. No, i'm not reminiscing nor am i still feeling the sorrows. I've moved on. As much as i hate to admit it myself, i was indeed escaping. It's back to reality baby. I will never forget the betrayal i've felt. I am gonna bring this experience with me to start a new chapter of my life and swear upon my life to never make the same mistake ever again. Never. Maybe that's the purpose of the new blog title.

I guess for most people, the previous paragraph is a whole chunk of crap. But for me- it's a whole chunk of big deal. My friend would have known me as someone whose doesn't admit to whatever thing and i would rather lie a million times than to say i'm hurt. Yes, i've said it. I was hurt. So fucking much. I didn't want people to bring up these unhappy memories. But really, i was so fucking stupid. Why did i let myself get affected so much? Why was i so fucking dumb to trust the wrong person (or ppl)? Why didn't i just find someone and just cry the fuck out to that person instead of suffering alone? Why was i acting tough and all cool bout it? Why? Why? Why?

It's all over. I've learnt a lesson. And i hope you too. Thanks to you, i've became wary of the people i make friends with. In fact, I don't even make new frens anymore. It's okay, i'm not a vengeful person. As much as i want you to trip over a banana skin and knock your head against the lamppost and roll over a 20-floor-high staircase at speed 120 km/h and get burnt to death alive in a trapped elevator.., nah it's stupid. That's the old me, that bitch. Call me an updated whore. I just want you to rmb the past memories and feel guilty for the fucking rest of your life. No need to feel guilty? Well, think again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again. There- you might :)

Maybe that's why i love 2008 so much. The innocence and the simplicity- it was so awesome (the word). And most importantly, it was before i truly know you for who you are. Last words to you- Goodbye, Good riddance and Good luck.

God, memories just kept flowing back while listening to HSM songs. Especially Senior Year Spring Musical- a medley of all past HSM hits.

Dejection and whatnots aside, tomorrow's D-day. All the 4 years in temasek, just awaiting for this moment. The release of Olvl results. With the change of the principal, i wonder how's the sch management team's gna run this year's release. Applause, champagne and a day break from sch for our juniors? I just hope we're gonna do well, the entire school.

My fate is sealed after completing the papers, now i just have to keep my fingers crossed. Tomorrow as i step in the school hall, i wanna feel nothing but completion. A complete end to the torture (and love) i've been through. After tomorrow, there's no more need to return to temasek wearing that darned uniform anymore (o hurray!). I just hope everything goes well. The subject that i'm MOST worried is none other than my best friend- english. I've screwed up the paper, real bad (didn't complete essay). I just hope I would at least get a C5. Please.

I hope Jesus would answer to my prayers. I'm not a greedy person. I don't expect a 6 nor a 7. A 11 or 10 would be ideal. I know i didn't do my utmost best in this examinations and now's too late for regrets. I just hope, I won't be disappointed. Because i know how it feels like, and i hate it. I'm sorry Lord, for all my past mistakes. Just this once- help me again. Give me strength, hope and faith. Let me believe in myself just this once. I need to pull through this. Even if it's gonna end up bad, I believe it's a path that Lord wants me to take and I will follow it. Thank You Lord for the power you've given me that allowed me to throw my past behind me. Thank You so much, my Savior. Amen.

I rmb when i was young, my prayers would start with "God, i'm sorry for bothering you despite your busy schedule, but i rly need your help in...". How stupid of me to treat Jesus Christ as Santa. Anyways, I've learnt that God doesn't give you what you want. In fact, He gives you the power and will to get what you want with your own hands. He doesn't feed you, He teaches you. And that's what's important. With God by my side, i am strong to overcome anything. And i will.

All the best to everyone getting back their results tomorrow! Though i'm still in a dilemma whether to go a jc or a poly.. but I'll leave it all to God. He'll lead me to a right place that i'll love entirely :>

Till I have something to talk bout again. Good bye.

Dilemma

2011-01-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

JC or Poly?

Ugh..

Thoughts

2010-12-30T19:37:00.004+08:00

at times i rly wonder if i rly do understand myself and what i truly want.. after wdvr tht hpned, i don't believe in wdvr i do anymore. am i doing it for myself or am i doing it just to satisfy others' expectations? i don't even know wht i feel anymore..

ppl often ask me "wht do you feel bout this?" ugh i hv no idea wht to answer honestly. i'm afraid my honest opinions will often hurt ppl while putting up a fake front will just make me appear plastic. it's so difficult being a good fren nowadays.. sigh..

sometimes i get so weird
i even freak myself out
i laughed myself to sleep
it's my lullaby

sometimes i drive so fast
just to feel the danger
i wanna scream
it makes me feel alive

is it enough to love
is it enough to breathe
somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed

is it enough to die
somebody save my life
i'd rather be anything but ordinary please
i'd rather be anything but ordinary please

(anything but ordinary - avril lavigne)

:-*:-*

i don't want to let you go

2010-12-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

like a g6's been running in my head for the entire day (prob cos of highhigh)

and like a g6 reminds me of..

will nvr get bored watching this lolx.

and on ytd's inki;

fuckyeah top & gd! bom looks gorgeous here ;)

high high i'm so high, fly fly touch the sky

2010-12-19T19:31:00.003+08:00

*clears spider-webs* I'M BACK BLOGGING! well hopefully this passion'll last which i doubt so. kk the real reason i'm back is probably cos i'm rly bored! i hate you holidays but at the same time i love you <3 T-T

(damn bro saw me typing this post lolx embarrassing)

so the holiday's been great in my new crib and all.. nth much special! went for band bbq last wed and gosh, how i miss my lovely juniors! such a pity evan the man's not there :( ah well, there's alw another chance.. hopefully i'll be back by 27th and make it to the band's xmas pot luck party! ^^

just finished my girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox ytd and god, that show is mad awesome! shin minah is so gorgeous.. can nvr get enuf of how perfect she is. and lee seunggi is sucha cutie seriously ;)

super exciting show! i can guarantee tht you won't ever regret watching it! even tho its written by the scriptwriters of you're beautiful, i think it's much btr ;) AND no min woo is a FREAKING HOTTIE!

wow why didn't i notice him earlier?! cute show + eye candy(s) (Y) thumbs up many!

let's end this post w the cutest couple pict EVER;

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(GD&TOP) HIGHHIGH!

this song reminds me of like a g6 lolx. but nonetheless, BIGBANG IS BACK WITH A THUD AND A BOOM!!!! awesome song by both of my faves in BB! ^^

End of Os

2010-11-16T15:41:00.002+08:00

exact feeling right now

can you fucking believe our 4 years of torture in this fucked school is ALL OVER now?! that includes band, mugging for exams and worrying bout undone homeworks. wtf, i can't fucking believe. i'm finally out of secondary school and all ready to be a young adult. wtfx.

anyws, Os are kinda fine. i'm trying my very best to not think bout my grades. come what may, i don't think i'll do well, maybe moderately. an average is good enuf for me :)

so, back to blogging! my last proper post was dated july smth smth i guess. woah. anyw, loads of activities packed for this hols! i rly hope i'll enjoy it thoroughly and not waste it like any other hol. gna pick up some useful skills~

i wna be a forensic scientist in future. erm, not exactly but idk the exact name for that. i wna examine stuffs but not go to the crime scene (weak heart x.x), so just staying in the laboratory. freaking cool isn't it. i'm alr preparing by watching shows like criminal minds, bones, CSI this hols. no more thrashy shows other than gossip girl & glee! working hard towards my only goal. rly hope this goal'll last~

goodbye and see you sexayes soon. xox

I'll be back~

2010-11-10T18:32:00.001+08:00

hello sexaye babies <3

I'll be back when the day comes, which is 2 MORE FUCKING DAYS! HELL YEAH~

anw i doubt anyone still reads this so i'm like literally talking myself.

oh check out my tumblr it's freaking cool shit http://isteppedonpoop.tumblr.com

and don't forget to follow me on twitter (provided u're someone i like :p) @jieyiz

kk cya sexy peeps in a few days aneong \^^/

World Cup Fever

2010-07-04T16:12:00.003+08:00

It's the time of the year! FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 @ SOUTH AFRICA! Even though the results now are kindaf ... -.- Underdogs ruling the WC (ftw!) Personally, I feel the most expected team(s) to enter semis are Spain & Germany. Who the hell predicted that Netherlands will kick Brazil off w a 2-1? Let's not talk bout Uruguay cus they'll definitely be thrashed by Netherlands. Oh speaking bout Italy and France. Both against each other in WC 2006 finals, got kicked out even before the Round-of-16. Ego arrogant faggots.

Anw, I don't feel like talking bout the unhappy matches here (including england and wayne rooney). I bet girls watch soccer mainly bcos of the guys (LOL), I hv to admit it cus i'm one of them too -guilty- kk i watch for the ball too shutup.

My list of top hot soccer guys regardless of age (who are awesome players as well):

David Beckham (he was on ch5- the RISE and RISE (note: no fall!) of Beckham!)

Even tho beck's alrd 35 this year but he's no doubt the world's hottest celebrity football player i've ever seen k no one can debate over this. He was in Man Utd (maybe tht's why i like manutd so much now) then Real Madrid (kaka anybody?) then LA Galaxy (donovan is the man) and now on loan to AC Milan (hoping to get into england squad but too bad he's injured). Man how much i miss him saving england and being england's hottest captain :)

The infamous 1998 WC against Argentina:

Beckham got sent off and everyone blamed him for the loss of england (ohwell, england blame yourself that you can't do penalties at all!) and he couldn't return to england for almost 6months! He redeemed himself in the next WC though.

Winning goal that sent Argentina flying back to Argentina and England to proceed :)

Some of Beck's classics;

GOAL THAT SAVED ENGLAND INTO WORLD CUP! BECKS THE MAN!

WC 2006 against Ecuador

There's still more, but I'm lazy to find so this shall sum up all :)

(so, continuing the england list, might as well) Michael Owen

I agree he kinda sucks now after getting injured gazillion times and for hell long periods as well. But he used to be so fucking good. He was practically a scoring machine for England and Newcastle. NUMBER 10: MICHAEL OWEN!

If I'm not wrong he's only 20 or 19 then.

Germany 1-5 England, WC qualifiers. Michael Owen's HAT-TRICK!

The legend player of England, Michael Owen.

Thankyou WC 2010, you brought back fond memories. Will cont part2 another day!!!

Everytime I look inside your days, you make me wanna die.

2010-06-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Ok erm so apparently school is starting in ard a day's time. Shit.

Travie McCoy

2010-06-18T19:29:00.001+08:00

I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE, SO FUCKING BAD

I am still alive

2010-06-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

I wna say that life's so stale nowadays and school's gna reopen in like a week's time :(

You know that I love you boy, hot like Mexico rejoice.

2010-06-09T16:42:00.001+08:00

DON'T CALL MY NAME DON'T CALL MY NAME, ALEJANDRO

Listen, everything happens for a reason.

2010-05-29T17:52:00.001+08:00

Okay I don't really care who this girl is but Chace is cho cute here (2nd pict)

Kkkkk been slacking for the past few days since Wednesday. My life sucks I need to start studying before my dream comes true (if you follow me on twitter you'll knw, I dreamt tht I got 21 for Os -.-). Yay my mom just bought Nutella woohoo. Kinda bored with life and all those related nonsense alrd. I'm so tired (mentally)! AND I NEED TO START STUDYING SINCE I DONT HAVE TO MUG CHINESE UNLIKE ALL MY OTHER UNFORTUNATE FRENS+CLASSMATES. Btw goodluck to all taking Chinese Os on Monday! Secure your first A1 and you'll be saved! ^^

BYE

OHYEAH I ALMOST FORGOT
HAPPY BDAY WOONBING MY DEAREST PARTNER FOR 1 YEAR ALRD O.o YOU'VE BEEN SO AWESOME, BEYOND WORDS! ESP IN DEALING W ALL MY NONSENSE. LUBYOU! ^^
HAPPY BDAY TRISSY THANKS FOR BEING SUCHA GREAT PAL ALL THESE WHILE YOU ROCK!! ^^

Just testing

2010-05-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hello hello!! Does this thing work?? O.o

What d'ya say of taking chances?

2010-05-18T23:51:00.005+08:00

I'll be back. Just ignore this space for a lil' while~

& yes, I'm active on all Twitter, Fb, Lj and Tumblr. Don't be surprised, I hv loadsa time :)

Mission to Marizipan

2010-05-14T16:42:00.007+08:00

HI LOVE(S), EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! NOT VERY WELL DONE BUT ANYHOW WHACK LA!

5 more months to Os. Ok i wonder who will actually bother coming here :l I feel like posting hot guys' pictures.I wna dedicate a post to my beloved taec & khun :-)

I (L) Kurt Hummel, I think he's freaking cool. I mean he's gay and he's not hot at all but he's got personality babaye! Can't wait for next week's Glee! It's getting nicer and nicer woo. I want Finn + Rachel, screw off Jessie. & Season finale of gossipgirl nxt weeeeeeeek:) YAYZ LIFE AFT EXAMS ROCK.

Someone needs to tell * that being a air stewardness, y'needa be prettaye. Oh wait, maybe not prettaye but at least, Not that annoying. Or or at least, not Like you. Tybbbbbbbbm.

“The truth is we don’t know what tomorrow’s going to bring and the only thing we really have is right now. So don’t stay mad for too long. Learn to forgive. Love with all your heart. Stay up all night. Have fun. Live your life the way you want to live it. Don’t worry about people who don’t like you. Cherish and appreciate the ones who do. Just breathe, and live life the way you want and you’ll be happy with and don’t let anyone tell you you’re doing it wrong.” - http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

Bickford's Lemon Lime & Bitters

2010-05-07T17:56:00.005+08:00

RACHEL HAD FINN, PUCK & JESSIE?! WTBITCH!!!!!! But nice Run Joey Run fyi :)

9 major papers down in 3 days. Crazy school. Thank god it's not Os. Speaking of Os, it's coming in 5months. O Lord, O.

Happy bday Sylvia Chua dearest senior!! :]

(Y)

2010-04-24T17:12:00.004+08:00

CHO CUTE!!!!

Revelation

2010-04-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

Working my way towards my goal..

No more distractions. No more distractions. No more distractions.

Focus. Focus. Focus.

Try stopping me~

(L)

2010-04-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

CALEB ZANE BENJY EVAN Y'GUYS ARE THE BEST JUNIORS ONE COULD EVER ASK FOR SERIOUSLY. TODAY WAS AMAZINGLY FUN AND I HOPE WE'LL HAVE MORE OF SUCH FUN IN FUTURE (with shaun definitely)! I WILL MISS YOU CRAZY PEEPOS SO DAMN MUCH WE MUST STILL MEET UP OFTEN OKAY!! WILL MISS THOSE CRAZY TIMES WE HAVE HAD TGT! HOPE U GUYS WILL HV A AWESOME TIME IN BAND & LEAD OUR JUNIORS WELL (since you're all in committee&council)! SEE YOU GUYS SOME TIME SOON! :(

I LOVE YOU GUYS (L)

Last day of band

2010-04-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

It's over. All our SYF preps, concert preps, public school perfs, scoldings and trainings. The time, sweat and tears we put in as well as sacrificed, we're finally done and out with it!

This tough journey has been rough for all of us sec4s. We are the last batch of Genting to graduate. Genting- the only competition we're actually proud of. Now that it has finally ended, instead of feeling happy which we shld, most of us felt melancholic.. Is it bcos we can't bear to leave the band, can't bear to leave the memories behind, cant bear to separate from our juniors and dearest batchmates, or can't seem to get away with the fact that we didn't leave a good legacy?

Whatever the reason may be, I'm glad I was a part of TWE and will always be :) Even though I complain a lot, (but hey everyone complains -.-) this family made me realize the importance of everything. Most importantly, friendship. All these years we worked tgt, pulled through tgt, none of us gave up. Maybe it's due to the fact that we have each other, or singaporean's kiasu-ness that kept us all tgt.

I wouldn't write much here but I would rly rly like to show gratitude to all of my dearest fellow sec4s! Clayton, Eshwar, Thanapong, Xinrui, Jomin, Priscilla, Crystal, Hyemin, Zul, Tristan, Junkai, Siti, Danial, Nat, Glen, Christine, Jameus, Zhangsu, Fiona, Shazanah, Sherina. We shld rly give ourselves a pat on our back bcos we've pulled through it like finally. I won't say our batch is the last good batch (which is quite true) bcos I sincerely hope our juniors will outstand us.

Thankyou Jk, Tris & Zul for being such awesome leaders. Even tho the band disagreed w y'guys at times, or showed our displeasure, but thankyou for leading us through 2 major concerts as well as guiding us through our rehearsals. Thankyou Eshwar/ TP/ Clay for being such awesome section leaders that pushed our section to excel, which I hope it rly did eventually.

Band became a part of my life unknowingly. I would go to the band room everyday, even tho I've finished selfpract. I'll miss those times when we ask each other "hey you going band aft sch tdy". I'll miss those times when all the sec4s gather outside the bandrm and just do our work and chat. I'll miss those times after selfpractice when we sit at the bags area and just gossip gossip and gossip. I'll miss those times when we go bbt/12 bus stop tgt aft band w the usual clique. I'll miss those times when we go toilet tgt during band breaks. I'll miss those time when we complain how tired we were after band. I'll miss Simpang times after concert(s). I'll miss those times when we got affected by Zat's mood and his mood = our mood. I'll miss those times when we were so nervous during SYF/concerts. I'll miss the amazing sec4s, dearly.

I have only 2 sentences for my juniors: Don't give up. Because if you work hard enough, you'll get what you want eventually.

I hope you guys will continue bringing TWE to greater heights! :] & Get a GOLD for the next SYF woooooooo~ Will be supporting you guys!

There's still band dinner right? :D Now let's work hard for Os tgt! STRAIGHT As!!

Test test

2010-04-08T17:52:00.001+08:00

Blogging through my iPhone. Life is so much simpler w it. I hope one day I won't have to use the comp anymore :)

Oh, and life as a sec4 officially sucks now :)

"You'll never know what life is until you've lived it" - Marilyn Monroe

2010-04-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

Damon Salvotore is the hottest vampire ever!!!!!!!!

Love.His.Smirk

Dream in Turquoise

2010-03-20T00:40:00.004+08:00

Finally over on thursday night! All our 3 months of hardwork, sweat and blood. Ok la, not exactly but still.. last concert and now it's over. Kinda hard to let it go.. why did it ended so fast?

I wonder if it's great bcos I heard variable comments. But I love all of u who came down to support us! Including some teachers e.g. marilyn soh & terence yeo! + all my frens who might not appreciate band music. You guys might be rowdy but thankyou for filling up the hall so it doesn't seem that empty. (L)!

Thankyou twe for giving me such wonderful memories for the past 3yrs. Seriously, thinking back, I find it hard to find any bad events bcos we've alw been tgt through thick and thin. Nothing is too difficult for us bandits! :) I love my batch and my fellow sec3 juniors! Will miss practices with you guys for concerts/syfs, definitely. Don't worry, I'll be back often after Os to help out w SYF since my section is.. kinda cmi. HAHA!

Stay over at xinrui's after concert with caleb evan zane tris ql and clayton! Watche glee (again) the whole night when we wanted htht -.- I'll miss those retarded ppl man! Esp caleb evan and zane! My closest juniors in band. Awwwwwwwww :(

18th March - Happy bday qingle! Your solo was so awesome! :) Yay!!

20th March - Happy bday my dearest and favourite son CALEB WU KEY!!

Life's candy and the Sun's a ball of butter.

2010-03-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

YAY IT WAS TGC YTD AND IT'S PLAIN AWESOME! 4/7 SOLD OUT ALL OUR ICECREAM! :> Thankyou awesome ppl who bought from us!

Haunted house was pretty much scary, somewhat worth the longgggggggg wait.

Got back results on Friday. With my bad results I managed to get 2nd in class!! Quite happy cos I gt 3As (95 emath 70 c.humans 72 chem) and only failed 2 subjects (49 eng+ 48 amath). Somehow, I'm beginning to like verma bcos I think she marked my paper quite leniently so I got quite high & bcos of that I got an A for c.humans! I'm getting all gaga over this cos it's our last progress report alrd. How sad.. ANW IM SO HAPPY FOR MY EMATH RESULTS HAHA BUT WHEN I LOOK AT MY AMATH RESULTS = D:< Time to studyyyyyyy.

MRYEO IS BACK! NO MORE PALALELL YES!

http://www.ladygaga.com/telephone/#

Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world

2010-03-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

I miss the old Evan.. the one who quarrelled w me over Hell's Kitchen (last yr April). Will he ever see this? Will he change to become less ...? :(

And sch is so dull nowadays. Seriously -.- Life is boring. Boring boring boring. Thank god old hag's gone. & why must so many ppl be born in March?

OH FUCK IT'S 11.18 NOW THE LAST TIME I LOOK AT THE CLOCK IT WAS 9. I PLANNED TO SLP EARLY TODAY OKOK NIGHTS <3

GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

All the flowers of all the tomorrows are in the seeds of today.

2010-03-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

w/ 4/7 ytd. Touching at some parts but stupid ending. zzz

w/ bandits tdy. awesome show, totally worth my 7.50!! super duper nice.

Back to sch tmrw.. Hell please..

Keep holding on

2010-03-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

Will: Sometimes being special sucks.

Glee

Great

2010-03-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

Can't believe i'm doing this but i'm blogging through my phone!!

Wdvr i'm just too bored from mugging physics. Furthermore, there's this old hag teacher whose taking ovr mryeo for 2wks. And the whole class literally dislikes her.

"Sorry i can't write bigger cos the board has limited space"

Oh, we don't nd u here either bcos sg's land has limited space.
I miss you mryeo. Stop hving fun and come back alrd! We nd you terribly!

On the route,

2010-02-26T19:44:00.002+08:00

Khant zaw was so cute on thurs! The whole class + some other 4/8 ppl lied to him tht we wld hv to swim for x-country. He, being himself (which is in case u dno, stupid) actually believed it. So he was going ard telling ppl tht he can't go x-country cos he can't swim, while all of us laughed like mad. & during ss on thurs he told mrs ho..

KZ: "Cher, tmrw x-country nd to swim ahhhhhhhh?"
AudHo: "Huh? NO LAH!!!!! WHO TELL YOU ONE!!!"
-whole class bursts out in laughters-
LZ: "ahh ahh? *scratches head
AudHo: "Walao you all damn bad sia!!!!" -laughs-

Omg KZ, thx for being sucha huge entertainment in our class :)

Random: Shld i watch Glee or Skins first? :/

(Dream in Turquoise) in 20 days.. Ahhhhhhhhh

Search others for their virtues, thyself for thy vices.

2010-02-14T13:57:00.014+08:00

(still love this pict aft like a yr)

HAPPY BDAY EDWIN CHONG YAO (song) ZHONG!

Happy new yr & vday as well. HAHA cont staying retarded and may you get ur girl asap :) Hehe, kidding! I knw u love xr too much OK SHE'S GNA KILL ME. Kkkkkk hope u've enjoyed ur day + ur extra angbao moneh! You've been a great bitching pal, friend wdvr la u understand me ok i dont think u'll ever read this sooooooo HAPPY BDAY SUCKER!!!! ^^

P.S. I'll try nt to complain to ash if u dont provoke me tht much :) Haha!

The past is a source of knowledge, and the future is a source of hope. Love of the past implies faith in the future.

2010-02-10T13:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY HUNNEH BUN SUGAAA PEEEEE!

Wdvr I wna say's in the idk-whats-tht-called but paper? Aiya u knw im damn lazy to type out wht i've wrote HAHA so.. Okk anw im rly glad u're shocked from our so-called surprise cos apparently jomin ruined it (HAHA). 3yrs friendship and still going on strongggggg! Hv a great yr ahead my dear! Gong xi fa cai!! Cliche but loveya loads pal!! :) Heheheheehehehee

Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on; hold fast; hold out. Patience is genius.

2010-02-10T13:42:00.020+08:00

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAREST MOKMOK!

It's been close to a month since u're gone:( Even tho u're in a girls sch now (ok damn suay) and might nt get the chance to see manymany hot angmoh guys but i knw u're enjoying urself over there right?:) I rly miss all those random say hi moments in sch, or even morning whn we sit tgt. & obviously ur crap at times and times whn u're super studious and made me feel so bad bout nt studying :/ nw tht u're nt here anymore there's no more motivation for me to study! I nd a study pal like u, u knw? I wonder if u had a gd time over there on ur bday itself.. but just to let u knw everyone in sg loves u and is waiting for u to come back w like a masters honours or smth like tht. Hahaha if u dont do well we wont forgive u k! Joking joking don't give urself stress hehe:) So now u're at a completely foreign place all alone, take care of urself loads and DRINK LOADSA WATER! Ok so weird for me to say this since u're 1yr older than me! Faster come back sg to visit ME ok! Miss u loads & loveya always dear!

To grow mature is to separate more distinctly, to connect more closely.

2010-01-28T14:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BDAY CLAY CHAN WL!

Old man! Omg time seriously flies, you're 17 nw and we're gna take Os in the same year! Thanks for being sucha nice daddy and ofcos senior all these while. I hope you like our present for you (tp claimed tht it's his fav fragnance tho we hv no idea hw it smells like)! Ok u can wear it out in future whn we hv section outings. Thinking bout it, WHEN ARE WE GNA HV SECT OUTING AH! You idiot stop working la! Even tho i knw u can cope w work, band, studies all at once but don't get yourself too stressed up cos you're OLD nw!! All the best in everything you do, esp for Os since we're taking the same paper this yr :/ Takecareeeeeeeee!

Credits@fb

Remember that nobody will ever get ahead of you as long as he is kicking you in the seat of the pants.

2010-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

(ok the left one)

HAPPY BDAY BENJY!!

You've been an amazing son even tho ur SUAN-ING skills are more fabulous than ur skills of being a filial son. Anw thx for everything including those argh-i-hate-my-parents moments :) haha! So ironic luh, you're telling ur mom how much u dislike ur parents o: Okay, so like wht i mentioned in evan's post, life's been so great w u guys ard :) Cont staying retarded and keep ur classic hurhurhur-pointing-at-someone laugh cos it's so unique i doubt anyone else can laugh like tht (-.-). Ohwell, guess thts the only thing special bout you. HAHA! Loveya dearest!

To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else.

2010-01-21T22:22:00.001+08:00

(I think evan looks so cute in this pict, like some lil boy righttt!)

HAPPY BDAY EVAN!

Yayz u're like 15 nw (SAME AGE AS ME NO MORE SAYING ME OLD)! So far u've been a great and funneh retarded junior, u knw band life is so much more colourful w you (+ caleb, zane, the others) ard! Even tho we alw quarrel, fight, bicker, argue, hit each other, laugh at each other, spam each other, torture each other, saying u suck to each other, sending one-word msgs in the past, arcade+lunch (omg those days),etc but u've been rly awesome tho nt as awesome as me! LOL I cant imagine how much i'll miss u guys whn i step down luh. Aww :(

This post is kinda late but heck he also won't read. HAHA! Just an addition to my memory of this sch/band :)

Have an Attitude of Gratitude

2010-01-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

Just go search "funny condom" on Youtube, hell loads of it!

This whole I-am-a-sec4-now-so-pull-up-your-socks-and-feel-THE-stress-since-it's-big-Os thingy is soooo nt working on me! I'm nt feeling any sense of urgency nw and yes yours truly is still playing Cafeworld cooking meatballs. Ok but i can feel tht the teachers are beginning to torment us just by looking at the no. of tests this wk (despite many teachrs over at pahang). Oh, let's not mention homeworks. Proper english during lessons + mad scientist h^2 = Funny funny funny ^^v

Better start studying. Anybody reading this now, pls slap yourself. Goo-dbye.

2010-01-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hv u seen this? Fucking epic. LMFAO!

I've gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night.

2010-01-16T15:32:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN JIEJIE!

Thx so much for being sucha thoughtful sister even tho u're not officially! (but u're so definitely gna be my sister-in-law in the near future la) You're so understanding and caring and everything that i can entrust all my secrets to you, all those stuffs tht i can't tell my family and frens. I'm rly glad tht u're alw there during family gatherings even whn my bro's nt there! I mean it's quite a rare thing right? Considering that you're not part of my family yet. 6years and still going on.. I rly hope this love will remain strong (101% sure it will)! I'v alw treated u as my real sister and love u equally much! Enjoy your sweet 22nd hope it'll be rly awesome! :) God bless loadz!

My 500th post to one of the most impt person in my life. Now, another 500 to go! Yippeeeeee! ^^V

& Another another day

2010-01-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BDAY NATTYoNAT! 

Thanks for being sucha great pal (agn..) & I hope u grow wiser and wiser. All the best for Os bud! :) Wdvr i wna say's in the card oready so yuppy! God bless loadz! Be happy:)

Another day

2010-01-06T18:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th bday Josiah!

Me dearest junior :)

Hope u'll rly grow up cos whn we're gone zane will hv to take like 4-5 jnrs and u must help him!! Ahahahahaa

(Omg i feel so old :/)

Work hard and become a leader; be lazy and never succeed. (Proverbs 12:24)

2010-01-04T19:32:00.003+08:00

Got this from hj's blog which is from someone else's blog! Omg damn true!

Anyw i blogged consistently for 3 days straight!! *pats self on the back (even tho the prev two ain't much counted :/) but wdvr just waiting for my 500th post which is.. soon.

Sch begins, hell begins. New year, new books, new teachers, new faces, new love, new friends, old table partner!! Happy happy happpppppy! Even tho i requested it but if we're all gna sit w the opposite sex why nt sit w wb? :) Our area ther's damn isolated tho :( Btw now weiming's our co-form (he's f.mad troublesome & non-stop suaning), mrsho's our form, alive teacher verma (HAHAAAA so much for laughing at 4/6 last yr) and the rest remains! Yay mr yeo ms farhanah mrs lim ftw! :) 7 more days to Os results, right? Can't wait, A pls :(

Anw tdy while eating at coffeeshop w the girls this super gl aunty was like staring at us cos we brought outside drinks and she approached us 3 times w a super unpleasant tone -.- Hye: "feel like digging out her eyeballs sia" LOL & all of us got so pissed.

I know u're trying v hard, but keep trying ok? It's working and i promise u it'll work out one day in the near future! ^^

Make Me Wanna Die

2010-01-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

Round & Round

2010-01-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

I wouldn't mind the whole world turning gay if every gay can be like him.

Sch in 1 more day dammit the start of sec4 = hell bye.

2010

2010-01-01T02:05:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBIRDIEEEEE!!!

I only hv 1 resolution for this yr and tht is to concentrate (+ obviously do well) fr Os and keep myself away from any possible trouble :) Me nt greedy eh, ok actually i only tot of 1 HAHAAA. God bless everyone in this upcoming year! Let's welcome 2010 w hugs & kisses!!! oxoxo

2009's been like shit!! I'm serious sec3's alw the worst yr ever. Ok putting all the shit stuffs aside, i made more frens! My classmates, juniors, etc! & I matured!! Omggg happy happy i hope 2010'll be much better evn tho we're saying tht every yr (no, i say 2008 was great).

A person who is forgiven little shows only little love.

2009-12-30T18:28:00.009+08:00

Monday - mok's farewell party w awt :) So we went marina - suntec - bugis! Ty meng jingwen jinyin & xins for the balloons!! Though u girls din't stay long ahha! Hope kt will hv fun in Melbourne while missing me us cos i'll miss that idiot like mad :((((((( No one to teach me amaths anymore!! Even if it's a last min thing. T.T

Tuesday - Sherlock Holmes after selfpract. Plaza sg but marina area AGAIN. Boring. Anyw tht show's pretty fine a lil boring in the beginning. Evan is a retardddddddddddddddd.

Had band tdy and i must say eshwar's a fucking gd liar. He can go act in Vasentham man. LOL kidding :) Parkway aft band w xins cry hye evan zane!! Omg damn funny whn we're playing guess-your-siblings-name game!! Zane's sis's name is darn cool but i forgot i only rmb it started and ended w an 'a'. Adult jokes bk in Borders + tanks and aircraft AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Schl's reopening in 4 days w 0 hw done :( Serious, it's either 1/3, 1/2 or none done. I don't want sec4 life to begin it's gna be hell.

Okk bye happy new year eve's eve.

It's been so long since i last took neoprints :( beautiful memories. More over at fb (duh) :)

Btw thankyou natty nat for the awesome book love ittttttt

Here comes Santa Claus

2009-12-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 

Let's celebrate Jesus's birthday w everyone! Bless all w a happy holiday! <3s

In memory of Brittany Murphy

2009-12-22T22:37:00.005+08:00

Brittany Murphy, the actress who got her start in the sleeper hit "Clueless" and rose to stardom in "8 Mile" died Sunday in Los Angeles of what appeared to be natural causes. She was 32.

When paramedics arrived, they quickly determined Murphy was in full cardiac arrest and immediately administered CPR. They continued CPR en route to Cedars-Sinai Medical Centre. Murphy was pronounced dead on arrival at the hospital.

"She was just an absolute doll since she was born," Bertolotti (Murphy's dad) said. "Her personality was always outward. Everybody loved her - people that made movies with her, people on a cruise - they all loved her. She was just a regular gal."

"She was just talented," Bertolotti said. "And I loved her very much."

Her role in "8 Mile" led to more recognition, Murphy told AP in 2003. "That changed a lot," she said. "That was the difference between people knowing my first and last name as opposed to not."

Kutcher sent a message on Twitter Sunday morning about Murphy's death: "2day the world lost a little piece of sunshine," Kutcher wrote. "My deepest condolences go out 2 Brittany's family, her husband, & her amazing mother Sharon."

I bet everyone must've regretted criticising how bad Ramen Girl is bcos tht's her last movie.. :( I fell in love w Ashton Kutcher partly bcos of her (Just Married) and now she's gone.. :( RIP Murphy, we'll always rmb you as the most beautiful and talented actress of all time. Let's begin to cherish ppl ard us every sec and min of our life bcos life's a bitch and we won't know when they'll be gone. May God bless.

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Even a stopped clock is right twice a day.

2009-12-20T03:24:00.002+08:00

Just attended my cuz's wedding ytd (to be exact since ite's 3.13am now o:)! Why's everyone getting hitched nowadays? 2 more weddings of my own cousins nxt yr! I rly love the food in wedding dinners HAHAHAAA!! I hate the dessert though. I hate yam!!! I realise me bro's gf + me hv the same taste! We like and hate the same food :) So we were telling each othr just nw aft she get married to my bro, we can go shopping + eat + cook (since we like the same thing) while my bro's at work!! How awesome!!

Anyw wth idk why am i even awake at this time -.-

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAREST GIRL CHARLYN CHOW CHIN CHOWBU!!

Tho wdvr i wna tell u's in the msg alrd..but still.. you're alw the one laughing at my not v funny jokes HAHAAA but i rly miss awt times yknow! :( Even though mokmok's gna be gone alrd (NOOOOOOOOO WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!) Sigh, i guess we'll have to enjoy this v last outing of ours!! Lastlyyyy you're da best (yeah i guess i'll only say it today, oops shhh don't tell her HAHA kidding) :) :) :) :) loveya loadszxszxs!

HAPPY BDAY JUNHUI!! 

Thanks much for the days & memories :) I know you read my blog!!! So.. don't be so upset anymoreeee ok! :) Enjoy your day!!

Go beyond the call of duty.

2009-12-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Lunch @ manpuku tdy. THE FOOD'S SO AWESOME. THE SUSHI IS FUCKING NICE 1000000000000000000x NICER THAN SAKAE'S. and the owner is fucking creative i muz say.

Anyw read some of my old posts and i used to type like that:

Hahaha ! Omg . What's wrong with my typing ? :D

OOOOOOOOOOOMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDD -stabs self- dead.

Btw btw btw btw zane told me earlier tdy tht there's gna be a new job in maple called evan and all i tot of was "shit evan. of all names. evan. great. awesome. wee." HOW CULZ?! & freaking hell it's gna be mage or some dragon master shit. here

thank god i'm nt playing tht child's game anymore. :) bye xmas is drawing nearer and nearer! this the season to be joyful lalalalala lalalala~

WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY

2009-12-10T23:54:00.006+08:00

(m18-content)

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For forty-four days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."[2] Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

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DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

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THE FUCKING PISSIFYING PART IS THAT THE CRIMINALS ARE NOW SCOT-FREE. WTF 8YRS OF JAIL ONLY. THEY FUCKING TORTURED HER LIKE MAD AND THIS IS WHAT THEY GET?! TALK BOUT JUSTICE, YES JUSTICE. Just imagine and think bout the pain she went through..

another victim: here

FUCKING HELL SADISTIC PPL U ALL SHLD GO TO HELL WHY THE FUCK DID THE GOVT EVEN LET U ALL OUT?! BOTH VICTIMS WERE ONLY 16, THEY HV A FREAKING BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD AND U PPL JUST FUCKING DESTROYED IT. THE WORST THING IS THEY NVR OFFENDED U WHY FUCKING CHOOSE THEM!? ARGH DAMN PISSED NW. FUCKING ACTING IGNORANT DESPITE WDVR U'VE DONE. AWESOME HUH.

R.I.P

WEIOUYTEASHKJFNSDVFSDBJKEASC bcos i couldn't find a better title.

2009-12-10T20:37:00.006+08:00

Happy bday mumsie!!

Seriously u're the best mom ever. everything tht you've done for us these yrs. It can't be expressed w just a mere thanks but.. i love u mom!! *muacks

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Caught New Moon like finally finally few days back. Kinda disappointing for me other thn ~~Jacob's hot body~~. Anyw the bk itself is boring so i din't expect the movie to be any better. But still i think jacob's nt tht gd looking other than his body which the whole world is talking bout so i dont wna talk bout it anymore. Maybe im just not into vampires/werewolves alrd. :/

I wna watch storm warriors!! It's been 10yrs or maybe more, i tot it'll be over, one of my best chinese movies x) Hulaaaaaaaaaaa! I wna watch ninja assassin ahhhh why is it M18!! Major booooooooos. I wna watch mulan too, think its kinda nice. BUT I NEEDA SAVE $ FOR XMAS!!! Can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! + mahjong session before xmas OMGGZZZZZZZZZZZ HAHA BUT HOMEWORKS.. -.-

Been hella busy the past few days. But happy ^^V byeeeeee :)

Could we fix you if you broke?

2009-12-02T20:08:00.007+08:00

watch from 3:20 :)

It's December alrd and im soooo nt looking forward to the start of sec4, not evn a tiny weeny bit. Homeworks, don't mention it :) OK I AM GNA START SOON SHUDDUP

wedding dinner shopping (yayz) :(
mummy's bday :(
books (must!) :(
outings w fwens :(
tj/mbs concerts :(
christmas :(
jan/feb babies of beri high importance :(
= ka-ching $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I shld be happy right? Christmas's like the best time of the yr. Just the atmosphere alone makes ppl feel joyful :)

time to saveeeeeeee upz. $10 per day hw much can i save?! spent slightly more than 70 tdy and cabfare's part of it. :( burrrrrr.

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Bored

2009-11-29T23:30:00.008+08:00

"Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie."

- One Tree Hill

We shld stop living in lies and self-denial. Rly, this world is screwed bc everywhere you turn to- it's filled w lies, lies and more lies.

I'm angry. Y'knw, angry angry. & yknw wht i do whn i'm angry. But the gd thing is, i get ovr being angry pretty fast. Sighhh.

It seems like i'm nt impt anymore. Life's getting so stale. I'm so bored of it. Where are all the ups and downs? I used to hate it but nw i rly nd it. I'm so bored, bored, bored, so bored. I love talking through late nights. Like 3-4am. I used to sleep at 2+ latest, but nw i can sustain all the way till evn 5. Idk wht hpned to me and i just typed a whole chunk of dung.

I miss evan, chuncheng, tristan, thanapong! Ok, evan the most OMG AND EVAN'S ONLINE x( and soon, xinrui's leaving. Girl ah girl, stop appearing offline leh you alw giv me false hopes yknw. I alw tot you're appearing thn i'll talk to you whn i'm feeling dwn and you're nt there! Thn you'll reply me on msn like 2-3 days ltr. By thn i'm soooooo okay alrd. -.- haha!

Got so sick of watching dramas alrd. Currently i'm only watching Iris -.- Talking to ash on msn is so fun bc he ttly insulted me like shit by calling me retarded dumb and all but its ok cos i knw he's equally retarded and dumb. See ash? HAHA

Yes, and i'm bored. Talk to me if you can ok? :) and i din't knw slping late makes you stupid.

I wna make my blog private hahahaaa

Practice Room 09 - Officially the 3rd.

2009-11-27T22:22:00.006+08:00

So 3rd practice room officially ended last night. Don't feel like commenting on it (yes its bad, wdvr), to those who're still sad over it- it's over :) work harder for march concert. March- we're coming! (& Caleb, mommy will alw love you, wipe those tears off your cheeks boy!

Anyw many many many thanks to those who came down to support + flower/balloon givers! Esp those last minute idiots like ash. HAHA loveya guys like mad la k.

So this marks the last concert for chuncheng. Last day w his lovely juniors (aka me HAHA). Just to tell you that you're the most awesome senior ever (rly yes, i repeated it loads of times). I knw you'll be gone tmrw, and probably nvr come back agn esp once you move to sengkang. But still, i rly appreciate those times whn i'm kinda sad and you cheered me up:) Going shopping tgt:) Taking pictures and going crazy over at Xin's:) Walking home and singing britney spears' loudly:) Going gaga over lady gaga and her killer heels:) Going section lunch/supper:) There's so many things we've done tgt, i can't possibly type everything out here!! Hv fun at Prague i wna see MY PRESENT on the last wk of december. I guess tht'll be the time we officially parts. :( Even tho you won't be back for March concert (major boos) but yknw the section will alw love you and treat you as part of us forever. If you EVER hv a slightest thought of coming back to play for March, we'll alw welcome you!!! Last but not least, loveya like mad!!

Argh this is so annoying. Problems will nvr end becos it'll alw come one aft another.

Make peace with the past

2009-11-25T20:34:00.006+08:00

tmrw's concert & i knw i shld be like going gaga ovr it nw and prepare all the stuffs. but to me, or to the sec3s, rly it's just another concert. not tht it's nt impt, every concert is in fact impt. furthermore we practised rly hard, all the practices- just fr this 1hr on stage. but i think through so many concerts, we kinda got ovr the all-nervous crap. hope lady luck's w us tmrw :) i guess we nd it, alot. gdluck to all the soloists- junkai benjy and christine!

thx to those who're coming tmrw. loveya!

i hate it whn my parents alw assume. actually not juz parents, but any othr person. i am in a i-don't-feel-like-typing-caps mood so yeah.

TELL ME WHT HPNED BC WHN YOU DONT TELL ME IDK WHT HPNED THN I'LL HV TO GUESS AND YKNW I HATE GUESSING BUT WDVR I KNW YOU WONT BE READING THIS BUT ITS IRRITATING ME SO BADLY I HV TO TYPE IT OUT SOMEWHERE. ARGHHHHHH I AM SO TIRED ALRD STOP PLAYING GUESSING GAMES W ME I'M JUST NT GNA BOTHER ANYMORE DO WDVR YOU LIKE BC I DONT WNA CARE ANYMOREEEEEEEE and this time its for real

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." - Deuteronomy 31:6

2009-11-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

best shot

Me likey allison so much!! She's so cuteeee and different frm the others! So sad she din't win :( :( Shld i watch cycle 13 now? HAHA

Yayz i'm blogging cos i'm so bored. Open house was so kewl. Firdaus's bunny suit = damn cuteeeeeee + childish games w caleb evan xr zane jeremiah siti. Funfunfunfun:)

We're getting boringgggg. I think i ttly suck ballz nw. bur.. mny thx to those few who still reads this space tho it's so freaking rusty.

Lady gaga's appearance on gossipgirl ep10.

Grow young

2009-11-10T18:23:00.004+08:00

I’ve been telling you everyday

I smile when I see you.

I’ve told you so many times

You’re the love of my life.

In this world full of lies, in my nervous heart

the one thing I believe in is you.

When you get nervous thinking that my feelings may change

Remember I laughed when I told you that would never happen.

A direction with no end,

my completely empty heart

The only place I can lean on is you.

And I hate that my heart sometimes wavers

Even today I get carried away by the world

and you get erased

Don't bother searching cos it's a korean song DUMBASS. Okay wdvr who will bother anyws LOL. I think hye will knw tho.. Chi Os's over, HAHA spell screwed. SAF concert tmrw and i ttly forgt bout it :/ Busy busy busy week! Can't wait for it to end :)

I feel like the ~~meanest~~ senior evr.

Yeah if you'r a band member you shld knw wht hpned to shaun & tht's duperly sad (why muz all the bad thgs hpn to gd ppl?!). Anyw so i asked evan wht hpned and he called me and we quarrelled again (LOL). The end.

GET WELL SOON SHAUN WE LUV YOU LOADS LOADS MUACKS <3

rmb how kimtu alw ask us whether we're angry w him :)
rmb how we're allowed to read books during weiming's class :)
rmb how we scold/bully mao and ck during tan lee cheng's class :)
rmb how dumb we were to actually confess to mdm sabina tht we slept during her class :)
rmb how we alw make so much noise on bus trips :)
rmb how we alw go recess tgt, bitch tgt, and do all those nonsense tgt :)
rmb how we talk on the phone w no one speaking, tho not most of the time :)
rmb how we "spend" verma's lesson playing truth or dare :)
rmb how we laugh at our silly classmates whn they do smth retarded :)
rmb how innocent we were. boys? nah.
rmb how we alw accomodate each othr evn whn we're v pissed :)
rmb how we alw eat the same food, drink the same drink :)
rmb how we analyse hot guys :)
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.
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Omg i miss those times.

Proop proop

2009-11-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

1 more week of ~~shit~~ bridging
Chi Os nxt tues
Chem SPA nxt thurs
Phys SPA nxt fri
Practice room in 20 days
March concert in 4 months w not evn 1 song done
Revision

Well, who says fun aft FYE? The sec4 life starts all ovr agn. Vicious cycle. At least you're beautiful is still awesome :)

Satisfy need, not greed.

2009-11-01T16:12:00.003+08:00

MY TWEETS DIN'T APPEAR :( :( :(

Had my first attempt of overnight mahjong last night and it was rly funnnn! We started ard 11+ and ended at 7am, tho i lost the most but i lose to my bro so it's okay (LOL). By 5+am we were all so tired some of us were even stoning -.- We were singing to the music playing in the room while playing mj. I am so young, idk majority of the songs they listen to -.- e.g travis? sting? Mac's bfast early in the morning, complained that the monopoly shit is fake, obviously it's fake. I wonder who can rly get the cruise and 50000bux. It's just one of mac's stupid advertising technique which obviously doesn't work for smart ppl like us.Went home and fell asleep immediately, just woke up zzz.

Friday was party at xinrui's w chuns caleb evan benjy daniel and shaun. I tell'ya they are seriously the cutest ppl of all. Truth/dare -> Surrogates dvd -> Ris Low -> Fb -> Guitar hero. Typical ~~boys~~ sec2 boys.

Watching you're beautiful now and it only aired till ep8! I can't waittttt for the rest of the eps to be out!! Jang geun suk and hongki are so cute :) I guess this is the only drama which all the songs in the soundtrack are sang by the actors/actresses himself/herself. And yes, the soundtrack is awesome. :) When taekyung (jang geun suk) smiles my heart literally melted. HE SHLD FREAKING SMILE MORE IN THIS DAMN SHOW. Ok maybe not cos that'l be hard to bring out the cute him beneath and he's damn hot when he's not smiling gah. Anyw im watching his movie now, "baby and me", go watch go watch it's damn funny & cute!

Ytd's halloween. Belated halloeen! Watched exorcism of emily rose at cuz's as well. Freaking.Cool.

Dangerous

2009-10-28T19:07:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BDAY JAMEUS CHOW JIAJUN

aka jameus chow yun fatt aka aka stockings :)

Hope you like our ~~v cheap~~ present fr you! Hehe.

Out w my dearies tdy! :) Wii-ed at char's and i ttly owned joey that noob shitzxs. HAHAAA

Chinese Os in less than 2 weeks.
SPA in less than 3 weeks.
= No more pon-ing of sch. How i envy joey :(

Anyw tdy i feel so evil cos i bitched the whole day.

Ris Low is the coolest shit on earth.

Aww <3

Anyw i think i din't post this before but muji is so darn cuteee!!

Wtf is w the boo LOL

& last one bonus

FUCKING RETARDED RIGHT. Macham wna slap him. Ok no v bad. (btw credits to hongy) Anyw tdy jeremy was DAMN cute.

Me: Tdy's jameus' bday!
Jeremy: Tdy alot ppl bdy leh.
Me: Like who?
Jeremy: (super innocent tone) Tdy's my neighbour's bday also.
-us burst out laughing-

LIKE WTF WHO CARES WHETHER IT'S HIS NEIGHBOUR'S BDAY LA AHA. So funnnny laugh till stomachache. Somemore he don't think he's in the wrong.

MY COMP T.T

2009-10-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

I am so bored w/o my comp.

Monster Carnival

2009-10-25T22:24:00.009+08:00

Happy bday joey zhu xue yu! 

Finally 15 liao uh woman! Outing soooon darl! :) So miss sec2 times whn we alw get scolded by chen laoshi tgt and yadah yadah. :( Enjoy your day still!

Goodluck to all dearest sec4s (&sec5s) for Os frm tmrw onw! Jiayou jiayou jiayou less than 3 weeks and y'guys will be freeeeeeee!

All the best! Loves.

I always knew you were a whore, but I never knew you were a liar.- Blair Waldorf

2009-10-20T20:47:00.008+08:00

Okay so apparently got back phys econs ss and hcl. No A's + failed phys. Kinda chill bout this whole fail phys thg (i mean seriously fail like evn aft adding my CA/SA i still fail) cos i knw i din't put in my best & im quite happy bout it evn tho im undr probation HAHA. Perhaps cos eric got 15/100 so..

I wonder what we'r getting back tmrw. :( More heart-breaks. I'm gna start a healthy routine of studying everyday + reading + wdvr soon. I will follow it, at least i'l tell myself to :)

On a happier note,
I passed English!

Muahaha.

Like my oxygen

2009-10-16T12:58:00.008+08:00

Wna watch House of the Devil but it's satanic so nah. I like sadistic shows but it's a boo for satanic. Anyw final destination 4 was a pure disappointment :'( I think i'l like it more if i watch it in 3D. HAHA xr anyw it's johnny depp and not jim carrey fr alice in wonderland!!

Me can't wait for Saw6! Looooooks so awesome. Hope it won't be as fail as FD4.

I wna watch many many dramas, i'm afraid my blog will lag so all pictures on lj :)

She's juz too awesome fr you. Cherish her bfore it's too late.

I just realise i'v so many careless mistakes in my papers. I mean yeah not surprising but seriously just ask xr how many i hv. & it's like fye why can't i be more careful? I was nvr careful, in evry thg i do. Ohwell maybe thts just me.

Oct 13- HAPPY BDAY CHERYL (sim) & MAO!
Sept 30- HAPPY BDAY GLEN!

Lead by example

2009-10-15T17:55:00.006+08:00

Hi i am back! Love me or hate me too bad cos i'l still be blogging!! :)

Okay so most imptly the past crazy 2wks' like hell. Obviously right i mean yeah DUH it's exams comeon who like exams?

& I'm like freaking eggcited right nw cos if you read my tweeeeeets and hv been talking to me for the past few days you'l knw i'm gna go crazy on a drama-spree! That spells gossipgirl, korean dramas (my fair lady, heading to the ground!), tw dramas, hk dramas and many moreeeeeee. BUT i'l definitely plan a study timetable (and hopefully, follow it) aft like a month or so cos i'v realise tht last min study DOESN'T WORK whn you'r in uppersec. Uhhuh, and i learnt tht lsn hard cos i'm gna fail my fye like shit. I can alr predict my results but i just hope the schl doesn't make me retain cos tht'l be so sad and i hope they giv me a 2nd chance :( I'l study, crosses finger pretty pls?

On a random note, I wna watch tht meatball movieeeee!

Gossipgirl 3 i'm cmg! Yipppppeeeeeee ^^

(Note to self: Post Jeremy's retarded photo that hongy posted on fb)

Erm ok so someone just asked me whether he's selfish and thinks that everythg revolves ard him. Idk how to reply so i'l need my dearest's help, or shld i just not reply?

WALAO and anyw i'm supposed to go on some econs elective module/course thgy for a week and nw it's FREAKING CANCELLED!! Omg so yknw how sad i am :( I can skip schl fr a whole 1 wk + i'l be going w duper fun ppl like muji, jon, hongy, jameus & xins! :(

Buai xoxo

A night in Prague

2009-09-20T17:13:00.012+08:00

hiatus

~~5/10 EL paper 1, EL paper 2~~

~~6/10 Social Studies, HCL paper 1~~

~~9/10 History, HCL paper 2~~

~~12/10 Chemistry~~

~~13/10 Emath paper 1, Emath paper 2, Econs paper 2~~

~~14/10 Amath~~

~~15/10 Physics, Econs paper1~~

IT'S OVER!

The two most common elements in the universe are Hydrogen and stupidity.

2009-09-18T18:50:00.008+08:00

Nxt tues hist test (fr me) + band phototaking
Nxt wed/thurs econs consultation cos thre's test on fri
Nxt wed/thurs/fri ss consultation cos my ss totally suck ballz
Nxt wed/thurs amath consultation cos my amath seriously cmi

& this all relates to me having no time no time no time to slack.
I wna good talk w joey char and katie so damn much. They'r the best grp of girls to bitch (definitely) and to talk bout relationships and basically everythg undr the damn sky! :(

Goody news, mrs ho is still our co-form & apparently she's 4/7's form right? So guess what cute dino (gerald) say: "don't question the management". True, in case they din't realise they made a mistake and intend to withdraw mrs ho from our class :(

DAMN and I hvn finish chinese but I seriously don't giv a damn anymore la. :( I hv so many hw.. I am suffering.

Anyw tdy xr and i got chased out of the timekeeping job. Ughz, stupid cow.

I saw a cute baby tdy. If only we can all be as carefree and free from troubles lyk them!

At least now I know that you'r much more happier w/o my existence and you'r smiling w/o faking it. I'm really really really happy for you, not being sarcastic or the usual bitchy me. I hope you'l stay this differently happy forever, I'l alw be here for you when you need a friend :) Bcos, honestly speaking you're the bestest friend I had evr hv. I'm serious. :) Thankyou for those days, evn tho I rly missed it but I know I just can't keep looking back at the past anymore. I hope both of us will lead our lives happily and alw rmb those days bcos I'm rly glad I hv them as part of my memories. Thankyou and sorry once again. You happy = I happy = Everyone happy! yayz!

XR IS SO HARDWORKING NOW NO I CNT LOSE TO HER I MUZ GO MUG LOL!

P.S Will be moving over to tumblr soon, anytime from now when I like to announce my url. Alr blogging there but no one know yet. Lol. :)

Her virtue was that she said what she thought, her vice that what she thought didn't amount to much.

2009-09-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

If only time's a reversible cycle..

I will not do so many things tht made me regret evn up to this stage.

I'm not in schl tdy, very typical of what jieyi will do on a Thursday. I love my teachers, they'r all so cute! (Othr than verma and dang obviously) But on the other saddening hand, Mrs Ho's not our form anymore :( :( Obviously she's not our SS cher anymore cos of dang. Ugh ugh me want mrs ho lah! I want to score A for SS!

Man. I think I'l edit this post during the weekendz or smth. Hv totally no inspiration to blog now. Hmm, I shall go chiong my eng, chi and phys hw now! Even tho I rly don't giv a shit bout eng cos mdm sabina doesn't care.

I am so jealous tht evan watch final destination alr! Ughz, me want also!! Sadistic shows pls, I'm lacking tht sadist feel in me recently.Get it guys, I'm.Too.Nice.

Sayonara.

God Bless Eric and may he return asap bcos everyone's worried fr him. Fuck la eric's gone and now i'm troubling ovr my stupid chi hw. Ughz, I knw lao shi also feel v bad cos eric's gone and she confiscated his phone on monday (tho it's not cos of tht thts why he ran away) but I rly don't wna do chi!!!

Happy bday Marcus! Miss you & your "fail amaths right?" LOL! Hope you had fun in CCS! :)

Change

2009-09-14T18:38:00.001+08:00

I feel so much cooler now w short hair! I'm cool. Anyw I'v no idea why the hell I wna cut aft lyk 5mins of consideration and I just step into the salon. I sorta regretted aftwards :( Hahaha, but it's okay la aft all it's a change of style! I'm innocent, demure and pure now!! I juz needa change my character and become gay haha. Okay I doubt tht'l hpn :(

OH ANYW WB CHANGED HIS HAIRSTYLE AND HE LOOKS DAMN HOT NOW. Okay la maybe not damn but based on the fact tht he's in my class and his hairdo in the past.. Hongy say he's the hottest guy in my class now. Lol, I knw many of you don't believe but it's seriously a complete different look O:

HCL test was sooooo difficult tdy. I hope I'l scrape through a pass tho, even if it's quite impossible.

I think somehow, a way or anothr, ppl realise tht I read their blog and they tend to delete/ private it :( Why why why, I lost my source of entertainment cos of this. Bloghopping is the coolest shitz I can do online. Obviously.

Needa chiong sss (stupid ss) now before daphne ang starts chasing aft me w a chopper. I rly hope mrs ho takes ovr us :( :( :( So tht I'l gain interest for SS again, no wait not lyk I'v evr liked tht subj. Buhbyez.

Science Centre.

2009-09-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning in schl's not rly a pleasant thg evn tho early birds catches worms (?!) but ms farhanah brightened up my day by telling me she loves man utd! & ofcos christiano ronaldo! :) HAHA okay la tht's not the point, the point is she's inviting us to her wedding at the end of this yr!! Double yippeeeeee~

Crystal growing workshop @ sci centre. The process is kinda simple juz tht we made it complicated cos nanfeng being her sadist self started throwing ice all arnd. And marilyn joined in the fight. So eventually 4 of us in the same group (marilyn nanfeng xr and me) started throwing & putting ice into each othr's shirt. Aft the workshop, walked arnd sci centre and rly thre's no more place to go whn you'v been thre for lyk 132178421563 times. Zz so it's kinda boring.

The extras behind. Lolz!

Anyw, one more not related to sci centre photo which I find it extremely amusing

Credits @ crashbangdish.lj, playpause-stop.lj :)

This is gna be my next blog song. Well, just saying :) Ashley, your love rival(s)!

My blog is getting boring. Ohwell I'v no intention to make it interesting in the first place. LOL So wdvr byefye.

2009-09-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

Funny convo btwn evan and I

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I'v decided to be a nice senior, for once. :)

Omg I just read my old posts and I feel so dumb. I even don't want weiming to leave this schl I must be mad and under drugs during tht period of time O: Hehe, I miss posting convos! I used to do tht lyk everytime. And I used to be so step lian why why why the hell no one tell me I'm gna go kill all of ya. HAHA! :>

Happy 21st shauniee!

2009-09-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

MG YAY IT'S 090909 & IT'S MY BRO'S BDAY!!

HAPPY BDAY RETARDED BRUDDER.

I feel so sad fr him cos it's his bday & he hv guard duty this whole week so he can't come home frm army :( But he celebrated his bday last sat tho.. Hahaha, anyw thts not the main point. The party's filled w 100+ ppl lyk his PRISCH (wtf) to Army(spell hotz) frenz and of cos our family! Wippee, it was fun awesome and filled w excitement! :) Bcos thre's babies, thre's hot guys and furthermore it's sorta of a mini family gathering cos all his frenz went out of da function room and only our family ppl stayed in! Too bad thre's no mahjong :( My 21st bday party will be bloody hell filled w mahjong tables, so if you'r my closefr btr learn how to play mahjong (xinrui-alert) :>

NEWAYZ
Thankyou bro for being the most loveliest bro evr. I can't express my gratitude here bcos I'm not good w words and unfortunately I hvn find a suitable prezzie for you since you hv almost everythg so I want smth unique fr you. Well, rly xoxo for everythg you'v done fr me, e.g teaching me cos you'r juz so smart and those heartfelt talks we used to hv whn I'l cry lyk mad, evn tho we alw quarrel and shout at each othr but in the end you'l alw apologise first and I'l feel so proud tht I'v sucha wonderful bro who dotes his sister more than anythg (ok, maybe girlfr). You'r seriously da most awesome family guy & will def make a good hubby in future, so I hope you'l marry eileen jiejie cos I love her so muchy :) Kz, enof of crap! Piccies time~

I luv my baby cousins thy'r lyk the cutest thgs evr!

Oreo Cheesecake tht costs ovr 100 bux.

More on broz, cuz, frenz's fb. :)

Yayz time to watch SG idol!!!!

Anyw in case you dno Hyunjoong's diagnosed w H1N1. Haha, so funny but all the artists are taking precautions now. LOL excuse me fr being a sadist, tht's lyk my job since young.

P.S 0906- Happy bday Jolene & Khant Zaw! (L)

Work and struggle, never accept an evil that you can change.

2009-09-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hi tdy's awesome despite wdvr tht hpnd bcos it's friday & it means SCHL HOLZ! (even tho I'l be going bck schl almost everyday zz)

Got bck Progress Report. Overall I improved but indivudual subjs I deproved. Lyk wtf for the first time in my whole damn life I'v got a C5 for emaths. Zzz, pls lo the lowest I get was in sec2 and it was only B3 or 4. Disheartening much :( Okay wdvr, this holz I'm gna buck up on my maths and do maths lyk practically everyday so tht I'l get bck my A1!! But I doubt tht'l hpn.

I luv Rhapsody In Blue, it's probably the best band song I'v evr played and heard! The song keeps running in my mind right nowz :) Can't wait for the band to fully master this piece I hope we won't screw it up and ofcus can't wait to hear ql's solo :D I don't mind retaining so tht I'l be able to go Australia w the jnrs nxt June :( I wna go!! Seriously, let me flunk my Os la I don't care. HAHA anyw the sec3s went through thick and thin w the band, all the sacrifices etc, it's just morally right for us to go w them right?!

Tmrw's my bro's 21st bday party yayz I can't waitz :D

G.I. Joe

2009-09-01T20:13:00.001+08:00

G.I Joe was mega coolz awesome ballz. So much action me likey :) Can't wait for G.I Joe2 to be out! & I wna watch Final Destination in cinema so badly cos it's in 3D! Can't wait to be 18!!

I hate Rex he looks so damn scary. I love snake eyes damn coolios and hot even tho we can't see his face. Sweetest part from main guy (forgot his name) to Ana- "Tht's my girl" Xr & I were practically squealing in the theatres cos it's so sweeeeet & cheesy. HAHA

Aft tht lunch ovr at tamp aft walking ard in Iluma. I accidentally hit someone's crotch (name not disclosed to protect tht person's ego, see I'm so nice) omgz I bet it must hurt lyk hell juz by looking at his expression- priceless! Haha, too bad lah who ask you pull my hair and who ask you stand behind me and who ask you so much taller than me. HAHA and who ask you go pull out my hair and let me see the strand. ZZZ anyw xr & z's so pissed they keep telling us to stop quarrelling cos we kept fighting non-stop and I got him SERIOUSLY injured. Lol, I'm not gna say sry cos it's not totally my fault. Ahhahaa.

Din't take many piccies tdy but those available are ovr at FB. Too bad if you'r not my friend on fb :P

Tmrw's chi prelims yayz I don't rly care.

Teacher's Day Cele!

2009-08-31T20:26:00.001+08:00

Ok this is gna be a real proper post aft xxx weeks bcos it's teachers' day celebrations! Wee *waves pompoms clumsily in the air* Anyw meantime I'm juz waiting for ppl to upload photos on fb so I can grab and post here :)

Caring student award was bestowed to Shaun! Screamed lyk mad for Shaun cos basically I feel it's so true tht he's the care-iest student in the whole lowersec. He's so adorable (I think I'v enough of saying he's cute, time to change an adj), seriously I can't describe him w anythg othr thn words associated w cute :> New handshake learnt frm Siti and we'r so gna teach it to the whole band aha.

ACES WAS SO CRAP HAHA ALL OF US JUZ STOOD DWN THRE LYK SOME STATUE WHILE WATCHING THE TEACHERS DANCE. Some teachers so cute lo. Tho din't get to see those funny funny teachers lyk mr yeo/ mr lim x(

Concert in the hall! Woohoo. Okay lah ql your performance was awesome stop reproaching yourself :) Anyw I just notice tht Loong guy in our schl tdy, lol call me slow or wdvr. But seriously.. nvmd. & Evan is so irritating he refused to do stg for me and I got so mad during the whole concert. Hmph. Mr Eng sang a Jap song wthellz damn weird aha but cheered for him nevertheless :)

Brunch party @ class. At first it was kinda boring but it ended up w chocolate fight throughout the whole sec3 level. Tho fun but some ppl got rly mad :( Sry guys, those whom I'v smashed on lyk joey, lyn, hyemin, shuqi, etc. HAHA but it was damn fun la, tho I got real greasy grimy and filthy aft the whole thg and I went to sortof mini-bathed to get rid of the chocolate on my hair :( I'm so dirty geez. Oh and stef threw water bomb at me and my whole lower body was wet and I tot it was jameus so I scolded jameus lyk mad HAHA sry dude.

Mrs Ho came bck and whn she meet Mdm Sabina (juz lyk whn viva la vida meet love story) they began talking bout BABIES, BABIES and MORE BABIES. Showing each othr baby's photo and etc. But so cool they were lyk screaming and hugging whn they see each othr, so typical sec3 girls LOL. Anyw, the funniest part was whn mr lim, mr yeo, mrs soh come in our class. Oh and whn mrs lim come in we were lyk "Tdy emaths or amaths ah cher" and close the door bfore she come in cos we say she's late (P.S she always lyk to close the door on us whn we'r late for lsn and make us stand outside) and her expression was priceless totallayez.

OH AND MRLIM SANG OUT OF TUNE DURING THE CONCERT AND HE TOTALLY GAVE A LAME EXCUSE BY SAYING HE CAN'T HEAR HIMSELF ON STAGE. HAHA JOKER. Shld hv recorded it and play it during our class chalet or stg. Hahaz.

Shall end this long post w hilarious cake-smashing mr lim project fail. (Credits to Stef- playpause-stop.lj)

It still failed aft lyk 3 attempts. So we gave up eventually. Aha! Mrlim is overly smart tdy.

Still contemplating whether I shld go tmrw or notz. Zzz so troublesome! :( Evan pulled my hair tdy and he say my hair is nice to pull so he's gna pull it everyday frm wed onwards :( I hope he forgt wht he say :) Haha, which is 100.01% confirm cos he's got stm.

All people want is someone to listen.

2009-08-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

whr's the cosiest place on earth?

This week's been so deranged. I feel so enervated reaching home at 6+ 7+ everyday. I'm drained inside out and my fatigue's taking ovr my body. I feel so confined & sick (& I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears~), I wna pass out right now but I knw I can't giv up. I just nd a plc to vent everythg out, someone whose thr to listen to my endless vents- oh wait maybe i shld stop being sucha pessimist. :)

Questions tht are so provoking, ppl who'r so annoying, songs tht'r so disturbing. Any ways to get rid of these? Oh well. I hope the upcoming month'l be a stupendous one, since thr's so many thgs to look forward to. Even tho nxt wed's prelims but seriously I'm more worried bout my hist test the following day rather than prelims itself.

Amath standard homework(s) are killing me. I'v totally no mood to do any shit this week. Been procrastinating real badly. I wonder wht's wrg w me evr since the start of this term. Not handing up work on time, failed/ do badly for majority of the tests, hv totally no mood to study at all. It's kinda preternatural bcos band's nt an excuse and othr thn band I'v ntg else rly. Due to syf last sem, band was hectic. We juz hv to prepare for practice room so the stress is still manageable. (Oh my, wait till March concert's rehearsals step in..) Well, I guess it's the overwhelming extra (negative externalities) *ahem givn by teachers esp those subjs which we did badly in.

Anyw, I wondr if mrlim reads my blog bcos my previous post stated tht he din't call me up to answer qns for the whole of last wk right (*scroll dwn). Well, I was the first one he called tdy- our first econs lsn for the week. Hi cher if you'r reading this I & WB don't get merit & demerit gds at all (esp the mf-ing graphs) and I don't wna be a minshuang so I won't bother you (HAHA).

Failed my el compre, as expected :) Tmrw getting back SS test *cross fingers* A 7/20 will do, I'm not greedy ^^ (even tho I'm pretty sure I'l screw up my hist quiz damn badly and thn I'l fail my C.H AGAIN)

At least thr's stg worth rejoicing- Josiah's back! I miss him quite a bit since he's been gone for 7 dreadful days :) He's the most astounding jnr one cld evr hv, his rate of improvement is stunningly surprising & so drastic tht I'm afraid he'l be btr thn all of us v soon! But tht's a good sign anyw, tht means he can bring our section to greater heights in the upcoming years whn we'r gone :) Of cos, + doing well in '11 SYF!

To lighten up thgs a teeny weeny bit:

"Omg Muji you'r born a terrorist!"

Sorry mrs lim but this is wht we did during amath remedial.

This is sucha long post tht makes no sense at all. K buhbuaiz. xoxo

Misfortune shows those who are not really friends.

2009-08-22T13:01:00.001+08:00

Quick sum up of the week.

Had el compre, SS & chem test (+Hist quiz)
Band was awesome on Tues but not so on Friday
Josiah & TP's sick
Evan and his spams
Weiming din't call me to answer qns for the first time in lyk xxx months
Thurs- AWT "reunion" at lyn's! :> Bitching period lyk obviously. Left pencil box at lyn's (LOL)
Mahjong for 7pm-1am on Fri night & this morning 8am-1pm

Okay & yknow I was damn mad ytd. Hcl students shld knw. But it's okay I wasn't v pissed at the beginning but aft tht she scolded malcolm whn he din't even do anythg. I mean seriously wtf she scold mao for wht whn he din't do anythg at all? But nvm at least mao's reply was awesome haha.

I hv no motivation or inspiration or wdvr to blog haha.

Beebeeeeee~

Action is Eloquence.

2009-08-17T20:18:00.001+08:00

Prettttty.

EL was practically slacking period. Sp test for Fowler's class, compre test for my class :)
Econs was lyk shit. Knw nuts bout market power. Presenting on Thurs. Screwed mega shiz. At least I passed my test :>
AWMDA FC, figure it out yourself :)
Knw stg during Econs tdy. Totally went O: Guys, y'all shldn't hv told me (okay I knw I asked!). Aft all, he's still my friend & I luv him as much :( Sigh.
HCL- cher was angry tdy :(
AM- Completed Linear Law lyk finally though I hate tht topic due to bad experiences w it zz.
Chem- Thre's a ant-hole on our visualizer. So Gerald went: "Dammit la must find Jimmy Wong agn I don't lyk to talk to him siah"
HCL (again)- Test was damn screwed esp zhong he tian kong but heck. Din't do chi hw, another 4ppr2, 4 zuowen, 3 yyw to go by tmrw. Lol, crazy.

I was bored so I blogged. You'd say I shld be doing Chi now but seriously I don't rly care. -.- Bro's frenz hre for mahjong, again.

All the doubts disappeared in my mind aft I found out tht stg tdy. Shld I go back to blogging evryday agn? Hmm.

You do not really understand something unless you can explain it to your grandmother.

2009-08-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAY MRYEO! :>

The cutest teacher ever! (apart from Mrs lim ofcus)

So the othr day he confiscated muji's phone and stupid muji did stg stupid and hilarious tht mryeo don't wna return him his phone alr. Haha, so cute!

Luv you teacher, thanks for being the most awesome physics teacher I'v evr seen even tho we oftn make you angry cos we'r v noisy (just lyk mrs lim), but you'v always tolerated our awful behaviours! I hope our physics will cont improving undr your guidance (even tho physics is rly damn boring) and ~~cont staying blur so we can kajiao you more~~. :)

I rly hope we can win the competition cos I wna go F1 & see Lewis Hamilton + go to Germany!!!!

Past

2009-08-10T21:14:00.001+08:00

I was spring cleaning my house tdy (miraculously) & I found many many many many thgs! Esp my pri schl class photos! Hahaha, but I'm so gna censor my face kkkk. Captions below so don't just happily scroll down till the end of this post tyvm. I can't stop laughing looking at the pictures omggggg.

P3:

Ntg special.. Just tht I used to be cho cutezxs ok.

P4:

Omg seriously yknow Alex in tht picture is so fucking damn hot why din't I notice him in the past -bangs wall- thn my pri schl life'l be more interesting ): I rmb he came in whn he's pri4 and he sat behind me and he cried for the first two days in schl cos he was new in SG.. so me + hongyu + few othr ppl played w him, see we'r nice ppl :D I can't rmb exact details though.

P5:
Bryan's name is so cool. Bryan Maximilian Wong (BMW) I can still rmb now!
-Notice Wayne for the nxt few cmg pictures-

P6:

SERIOUSLY WAYNE LOOKS THE SAME IN P5/P6. Anyw ntg much othr than the rumoured couple lol, I pray hope wish Ronald won't see this. See how much the guys matured~

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I'm having M at the wrong time of my month (thus my unhappiness) so I think this week is gna be damn suay (for both you and me), pls don't annoy me or wdvr k :> Had fun slacking for the past few days -slaps self- time to mug!

P.S Pls don't bash me up aft reading this post (or if you'r in it). So funny ehxz.

Slack day.

2009-08-07T20:44:00.001+08:00

Gna sum up everythg tdy cos I'm so tired! A proper post some othr day.

X-Country + Mass CIP finale + National Day Cele @ ECP!
Din't run cos on Duty but practically did nth so yeah shld hav walked w crys & hye!
Was bored, smsed hye pris and crys whn we'r just next to each othr.
Off to Char's place w Joey & some othr guys.
Katong > Chicken Rice > Teoheng.
Sing Sang Sung @ Teoheng.
Haziq being retarded by singing lao shu ai da mi.
Marine Parade > KOI > Parkway > 1st to top lvl > taxi stand > borders.
Bitching @ Borders w my fave girls! :> I luv bitching. Esp bout such stuffs.
Pictures + Proper post some othr day!

I feel so vulgar. I just said "I bet he sure fuck some othr sluts before".

Anyw, it's time to giv up la, he treat you lyk shit you treat him lyk treasure? I just let out everythg to my girls tdy.. thgs which I kept for lyk the past few months or so. I feel so much btr now, lyk a huge burden off my shoulders. I luv them juz so much, it feels so comfortable and natural talking to them, once agn. :> We shld get tgt agn, this time round w Mokmok :)

I hate you. For turning my life upside down and making me feel so so so so so fucking depressed. I regret so damn much. Like wht I told *, you don't hav the rights to do anythg towards me directly or indirectly. Who are you to me? I rly hate you. Hate. I can't find a btr word to describe than Hate. Cos tht's exactly wht I'm feeling right now. & This is the first time I actually Hate someone. So be glad :>

Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.

2009-08-06T20:26:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry but this picture is so funny I can't not post it.

Sorry Edwin!

Credits to Curie

Anyw, omg I din't knw sec2 boys bitch lyk sec3 girls! I think they bitch even more thn us (AJ AJ)!

I hate people who goes:

(quote)

eh...why you ignore me

eh pls answer leh..

come on leh....

answer pls...i beg you

This is the reason why I'm in AJ. I mean, who can stand this kind of guy? Come on stop being so gay and get a life!

To unpathed waters, undreamed shores.

2009-08-05T18:52:00.001+08:00

I am so bored. So I'm here to post!

When we'r bored during lessons..

MrYeo is forever so cute!

Our stupid class made ms farhanah angry tdy, and I think we got mryeo kinda pissed too >:

Off to study fr econs test :>

Thankyou for being thre for me whn I needed someone to vent my everythg on. You three are the best one cld evr hv. I luv y'guys! :)

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JY: Are you going schl tmrw?
XR: Most probably not.
JY: Rly?
XR: No la of cos.
JY: I don't want go leh! My reason is cos thre's history tmrw.
XR: Tht's not a reason!
JY: It is if you hv verma.
XR: Lousy reason.

XR won the pi-competition so now everyone calls her pie-girl, pie-master, ms 102, ms pie, crazy person, siao ginna, sick-in-the-mind, etc. Lol! Good job girl, for ~~wasting your time on stupid stuffs~~ ey no la this is damn productive & you did stg tht I'l nvr be able to do. Aha, you'v done us proud :>

Econs test > SS (ms soh) > History (verma) > Amaths > HCL > Amaths remedial > Hist remedial. I hope pray wish thre's no SS remedial tmrw. Pls Ms Ang, don't be a bitch for once.

Everythg's falling apart.

2009-08-03T05:45:00.001+08:00

Happy bday Hyemin!

Yknow I luv you & I knw you luv me so I won't elaborate much here (aha copied frm zul's!)

Cont' being retarded, atom-sized brain and etc! It's alwayz fun to hav your accompaniment :> Thanks for being sucha greatfr- whnevr I needed you. Ofcos, bitching partner heeheehee! *evil laughters*

Hope ya'v enjoyed your day ytd, even tho much unpleasant moments :/ It's not in our plan yknow. & yes you totally got your revenge by smashing bck cake on my hair. You'r so screwed I'm telling'ya.

I hate this schl.

For letting us carry 24 pckts of Milo and walk arnd Orchard/ wdvr othr plce. Lyk seriously, the schl shld grow some brains! The weather's so freaking hot and we have to walk w those goddamn milo pckts. Excuse me, we'v girls here too okay! Stupid schl. I'v got nth to say othr thn stupid. Waste my time. I'm so glad this's gna be the last time. Can't wait for sec4!

Anyw, aft tht sorta had a mini bday-celebration @ Sakae w the bandits for Hye. (Xins cheer up :) I won't say mch here but yknow we'r alwayz here for you whnevr ya need a shoulder to cry on.. Don't be sad anymre, I'm sure God'l definitely help you. I'l help you pray alg the way!)

Hye, at least we still had fun ryt :) We promise your present, erm some othr day!

SORRY CHUNS FOR YR EARPIECE IN SOY SAUCE AHHHHHA.

Pics, (few out of many).

(Aft smash)

Ci-aos!

GGS3

2009-07-25T14:40:00.001+08:00

I can't wait. They're filming the new season and the scoops looks so awesome! Nate w a new girl & Hilary Duff will be appearing (but not w Nate though).

Actually I kinda like the Chuck-Blair couple now. I think Vanessa's pretty (but still extra). I can't wait for Evil G's return, she'll be sharing same dorm as Blair for the new schl's term!

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The Gossip Girl star-turned-punk rocker Taylor Momsen (well-known as Jenny) has been keeping some late hours these days as a rock star in her band, The Pretty Reckless.
"I'm nocturnal," Momsen told MTV News. "I'm a vampire, I decided."
Cool, not? She's only 15 for Gods' sake.

Q: Is the rumor true that Chuck and Blair are gonna try to have a threesome on Gossip Girl? Tell me they will not go through with it and that it might bring some sexy time for these two? I think we need it as much as they do.
A: You guys come up with all the best rumors! Our sources tell us there's no threesome between Chuck, Blair and a third player to be named later, but there are a lot of C&B sexcapades happening in Gossip Girl season three.
Q: Any scoop on Olivia and Dan's relationship on Gossip Girl?
A: The newest fabulous Upper East Sider, Olivia (Hilary Duff), likes that Dan doesn't recognize her as a famous movie star.
Q: Any news about Jenny on Gossip Girl?
A: Jenny's going to have to defend her queen-dom against the mean girls. Makes sense. Mean girls don't usually surrender the spotlight so easily.
Q: Anything on Carter Baizen since Sebastian Stan's show Kings is kaput? Is he back on Gossip Girl? He's shady.
A: Shady Carter is going to be hooking up with Serena! Yes, Serena Van Der Woodsen and Carter Baizen are going to try to make a go of it in Season 3 of Gossip Girl. Forgive us if we're not optimistic about their long-term prospects.
Q: Is Vanessa from Gossip Girl going to get her own storyline next season? Despite what some may think there is Vanessa love out there.
A: Yes, she's getting her own storyline. A romance, in fact. With someone she met briefly at the end of last season. Commence with the dot-connecting.

(Vanessa w Scott?)

Credits @ gossipgirlinsider.

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